Inferior Poet

I don’t know what came to me but you suddenly invaded my thoughts. Now I feel I miss you so damned much that it hurts. It’s ok, I’m quite happy with it because I could feel something again. I’m fine with this no matter if it’s longing for something that I can’t have.

I could not believe that this emotion will resurface again. I thought that it has been long forgotten. May be it’s because I have dreamed of you last night. I wasn’t thinking of you or anything but maybe thoughts of you are active in my subconscious.

No one could make me yearn this intense. I’m pathetic for still feeling this way for so long. I guess it’s not you, just me holding on to the emotion that I once felt. As if I was so high that I can’t let go of what I feel though you did not give me any reason to stay this way. Maybe the thought or the feeling of being in love with you was so addictive that I don’t want to lose it.

You possibly forgot the last time we see each other; it’s really been a while. But I could not understand why this longing did not changed or lessen a bit. I know that you do not have any idea that my heart remained unaltered, even if I do not have that much effect on you?

You have moved on and so am I. Quite contented and happy with what I have but nobody could fulfill my spirit like you do.