HM CSR Group>Emi’s Group September 29, 2006
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Our TL just sent us our pictures when we had lunch at Dencio’s. Just paying respect to our teammates that are no longer with us. Hehehe…
@ the pantry.
My Korean Prince Charming September 27, 2006
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Kahit kailan hindi ako nahilig sa telenovela. Mapa-mexican o korean man. Kahit baliw na baliw na ang lahat sa amin kay Dao Ming Su (tama ba spelling?) at dun sa bida sa My Girl (sori di ko alam pangalan) eh wala pa rin akong kebs. Yung tita ko nga eh bumibili pa ng cd nung buong koreanovela pati soundtrack. Di ko ma gets, although may mga nakikita ako sa commercial na kilig scenes.
Kahapon yung chairman nung company na pinagbo-volunteer-an ko ay dumating dito sa Pilipinas. Sobra ang preparation. Tumulong ako sa decoration at nag-take over na ako sa reception since na experienced ako sa frontdesk. Nabanggit ko bang korean yung may ari nung therapy center?
Nwei, dumating na nga kanina. Ang daming kasama, yung mga managers ng iba’t-ibang country. Usually, kahit ano lang suot ko pagpupunta ko dun ewan ko ba kanina ba’t naisipan kong mag-dress up. Siguro yoko magmukang chiministically yours, hehehe.
Lahat ng tao kinamayan, basta daig pa si GMA nung dumating. Sobrang tuwa nung mga elders. At take note, may sariling photo and video crew yung chairman. And then, bam! Nakita ko yung photographer. Ang una kong reaksyon, siyet ang ganda ng SLR nya. Tapos nakita ko sha, biglang bumilis yung heartbeat ko. Totoo pala yun.
Sobrang nawala yung pagod ko, kahit 500 na tao ang hinarap ko eh sobrang ngiti ako. Pumunta sha sa reception area para kumuha ng litrato. Binati ko talaga sabay ngiti. Sabi ko sa isang patient magpapapicture ako kasama ng photographer. Ang cute nya talaga.
Nilapitan ko at kinalabit.
“Let’s take our picture”. Aakma syang kukunan nya ko ng litrato.
“No. Only the two of us,” parang di ingles ng nagtratrabaho sa call center. Di naman nila maiintidihan tama yung gramar. Excuses, excuses, excuses. 
Nakita nung mga ibang staff at nagsamahan na. Hmp! dapat kaming dalawa lang. Natatwa ako kasi yung wala kong pake dun sa chairman, basta feel ko yung photographer nya. Hahaha!
Sobrang high ako kanina. Tawa ko ng tawa. Para akong yung mga nakikita ko sa TV na nagpapapirma at napapapicture sa mg idol nilang artista. Feeling ko parang ganun na din yung ginawa ko. Dati nachi-cheap-an ako pero ok lang ang saya ko eh.
Feeling ko sha na si Dao Mng Su ng buhay ko. Hahaha!! Grabe ang tuwa ko kanina, para akong nakakita ng pag-asa. Nyeks. Mula lumabas ako ng building hanggang makauwi ako sa bahay nakangiti ako, haayy… Buti nalang talaga mukha akong presentable kahapon. Sayang wala akong dalang sariling camera. Ok lang inakbayan naman ako sa habang nagpapapicture eh. Waaah!
Babalik na sila sa Korean ngayon ;-( Sayang, bakit ngayon lang sya dumating kung kelang may gusto kong iba. Hehehe.. Naku, kung dito lang yun naka base sobrang chichikahin ko yun. Hmmn.. Naaaning na talaga ko. Natuwa ako, I had fun. It was a great day kahit nakapagod.
Kahit mamaya ulitin uli yung kahapon.
Love Lost September 24, 2006
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I have new friends and they were at my place the other day to check out my new crib. They stayed for dinner and we excahnged stories afterwards. They bullied me into telling me my past relationship. I did to keep them entertained. They were so engrossed with my story that two of them actually cried and the other is just teary. Yes, I guess it was a sad story.
It had me thinking, what made them shed tears? Did they feel my pain back then? Or they see me hurting when I was telling my story? Was I still hurting in the first place?
There are experiences in life that you never forget. There are past relationships that you hold dear. You do not care what its beginning or end, what’s important are the things that transpired in between. Maybe that’s it. It was special and I am still keeping the memories in my heart.
Present Tense. Past Tense. September 22, 2006
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I have been trying not to miss you. Keeping my mind and physical self to be occupied. I was tiring myself out until I no longer have the strength just to think of you. And I think I am succeeded in what I set to do until I opened my Yahoo! mailbox.
I was not supposed to open that e-mail service provider since that I work for its competition. Should have followed company rules.
What now? What do you have to say to me? I’m not dense. So what if….!? Or it’s just me think that there is a reason? Big f@ck&ng deal! You disappeared after that. What pisses me off is that I think we ARE friends. Present tense. I even asked you if we are still friends after and you said yes. Well, we are not.
Somehow I felt betrayed. I trusted you. This could be ego since you made me think that we are friends and then gone. I felt so stupid. It was insult to my intelligence. Thought that I could trust someone I just met but it’s ok. You shouldn’t trust me either.
I WAS so into you. Past tense. Do you know that? Not anymore, I GUESS, not that much. I have managed not to think of you. I feel sad about it, really. We could have fun together. We could have been great friends.
I Need Sleep September 14, 2006
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My eyes are barely open. I am falling asleep in the middle of my work even my headset are blasting. I used to finish my share of load by this time of the day. By the way, its 03:44 in the morning. Four more hours and I’m heading home. The four longest hour of my life.
I just heard an officemate asking for more workload. What the?!!#! It’s too early to be exceeding quota. Is he an alien or what? Maybe on drugs.
Coffee has no effect on me anymore. I just had two mugs and I’m still too sleepy. If I sum all the hours that I lack sleep since the night shift started, it could total to no sleep for 7-8 days. Waahhhhh….
Set aside my work and I started typing this. It is possible that doing my work makes me sleepy. Aren’t we all? hehehe… Hmmnn.. feeling awake by the second. Maybe I should browse the NET first before anything else. How can I do that when my workstation is just beside the manager’s. Darn. Wanted to go streaming…
Did I told someone that I volunteer to a therapy clinic after my shift? 5 hours a day and 8 hours a day during my rest days. Now, I am really and honest to goodness tired. Aahhhh…
I am not making any sense here. So what?! This is my site. Lack of rest makes me blabber nonsense.
What makes me go on? The fact that it is pay day today. Whewhu!! The much awaited day. Is my salary increase will be reflected on this pay day? Should I feel nth thousand richer? I know it’s not the 15th yet but the company I work for gives our compenstion a day earlier, that is depending if the 15th falls on Monday, then we get our salary before the weekend. Now, I’m awake. Yehey!
Second Chances September 8, 2006
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I was exchanging e-mail with my friend, Kinky Girl. She said that I am right about rekindling old flame. If you are currently in a relationship and you happen to bump into someone so great in your past and there is still spark between you and old flame, it could possible lead to random shit, granted that both of you are into it.
Sometimes, second chances works since you knew each other what pisses him or her off, and the two of you could have grown into a mature person. But most of the time they really don’t. I don’t know someone who had success story on second chances since most rekindled old flame hurt as much as the first try. The only consolation is that you already have an idea how many drum of tears you are going to shed.
Even the success rate of second chances is actually low, I guess it’s worth the try.
I feel shitty… September 7, 2006
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I have been feelin’ shitty these days. I have so much in my mind and less in my pocket, and then I realize that I could not possibly the only one who’s in the same state as I am. Wow, what a relief!
A question formulated in my mind. What could make you say you feel shitty at the moment? It could either be events, situation, instances, or person. I asked my friends and these are what they have shared.
No More Mr. Nice Guy: Imagine this, when you finally have the guts of telling someone how you really feel for her and you’re wishing that she feels the same way for you and things will go as you have planned. Then the moment comes that she has an answer to your revelation and she said “let’s stay as friends”. What the f**k?!
Antonette: l went to the club, l saw this cute guy (CHRIS) looking to all the people who’s dancing. l came to him and ask him lf we can dance bec. he looks bored just starring on us on the floor. he said he dont wanna dance just chillin around. he ask my number and l ask his number too. the next day we talk on the cell and l found out he’s work is just 10 mins away from my work. l went to his work place talking and talking, he looks nice to me and days goes by he ask me to go out just hang out with him and we did. we always talk on the phone all kind of staff. and one day l woke up and realise that l’m falling for him. l ask him what’s up with me and him, and he told me that ” I JUST NEED A FRIEND, L CANT GO TO A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW BEC. IM TO BUZY WITH MY TWO JOB, I DONT HAVE TIME” when he said that to me l feel like l wanna vanish in front of him and stop talking to him. back on my mine ” shit you asshole, l dont need a friend l have a lots of friend already”. but still he keeps on txting me and l keep on answering his txt. ( what a stupid l am ).
Jhed: I had the most shitty moment anyone could have had but one of still makes laugh like hell. It was during my way to work here at RS . One day i was going up in the elevator when another person whom i havent met until then started talking to me.She asked ‘How are you?” and I answered “Fine” surprised at it. She then asked me “What else are you up to” and i replied “nothing”. Finally she turned to me and said “Do You Mind I Am On The Phone”!!.It was then that i realized she was talking on her Mobile.
Kinky Girl: ” we were heading for some place quiet, actually were being ready for something kinky… when, he’s cellphone beeps! oh my gosh, tinxt sya ng GF nya! it turned out that his mom texted her GF, asking his where about… ang alam ng GF, his at his room already sleeping… the big shock of our day! badtrip, sobrang horny na namin at wala na kaming pakialam sa mga karelasyon namin! ayun nag away na lang kami instead!” do u want to hear the rest of the story???
KonyongTrasher: i feel shitty when i said to a girl that we will go out and treat her..we can go shopping and everything. Then when we were together i suggested that we ate in a ‘lil bit? expensive restaurant. Then when about to order or worse..after ordering or eating..i realized that i dont have enough money..and we even invited her friends o join us.. the girl end up paying the bills and saying to my face..”u have the guts to invite us to eat at this (restaurant) and you dnt have any money”.
Note: My friend’s comments are unedited.
Reflections September 4, 2006
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This picture mirrors my current state of mind and of heart (?). I don’t know if the picture has meaning or making any sense. Just like what I am feelin’ right now. Is it lack of sleep? Resources? Neither. Just dunno what it is.
Song Ni RJ – Piano In The Dark September 4, 2006
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***miss ka na namin! e2 na yung song na hinahanap mo.***
Piano In The Dark – Brenda Russell
When I find myself watching the time
I never think about all the funny things you said
I feel like it’s dead
Where is it leading me now
I turn around in the still of the room
Knowing this is when I’m gonna make my move
Can’t wait any longer
And I’m feeling stronger but oh
Just as I walk through the door
I can feel your emotion
It’s pullin’ me back
Back to love you
I know I’m caught up in the middle
I cry just a little
When I think of letting go
Oh no, gave up on the riddle
I cry just a little
When he plays piano in the dark
He holds me close like a thief of the heart
He plays a melody
Born to tear me all apart
The silence is broken
And no words are spoken but oh
Just as I walk through the door
I can feel your emotion
It’s pullin’ me back
Back to love you
I know I’m caught up in the middle
I cry just a little
When I think of letting go
Oh no, gave up on the riddle
I cry just a little
When he plays piano in the dark
